Tic tic one , tic tic two........Give up?

Tic tic one ...tic tic two...says the chime now,

what would be the next thing you want me to give up on?

I gave up a smoke for you got suffocated,

gave up the shot, cause you feel nauseated,

gave up shoppping because the bank wouldn't let me buy more,

going to give up chocolates cause the greys won't leave my hair alone.

Gone are the habits of hanging around idle coz, the world beckons hard work

going to leave a date for there seems no future for a dork!

get to the point and got to give up a dream,

money doesn't suffice to fund every team

looks i gave up on thinking i'd concentrate on the brains,

brains didn't work whose fault was it anyways????

So then giving up a life for which i traded happiness of other,

in the end no one was happy , rather there was just an expectation to shatter.

A score and something spent on giving up things, embracing vaccum , pitching in sacrifice

I think tic tic one ......tic tic........two............I gave up something to replace it with eternal peace!